AM I REALLY ME?

There is nothing that defines me

For I am full of blasphemy

There is nothing that denies this

And I end up thinking am I really me

I am falling deep inside and I don’t know

Where am I going?

Someone please help me

I am tired of this mourning

In the college, in the church, with friends

And at home

I am a different person

My actions and my words

My thoughts and my emotions

Are of no great concern

Now I sit and contemplate

Where my soul is and my spirit

But I do not get an answer

  The world is full of matter

And feelings have got scattered

And am still searching the answer

 But finally the search is over

To love and to be loved

Is the only answer

I am happy now it seems

As I know I am freed

Of this cancer